royalflamboyance

xoxo.

2009-08-31T07:33:00.001-07:00

I know now.

2009-08-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

HA HA!
I didnt know it was so wrong to look at it.
Oh man!
-

Its just a photo, my dear.

Bo na mam!
Mac tu la ka gi.

First it was that irritating thing, and now this.

what's next?

round in circles.

2009-08-08T03:30:00.000-07:00

I cant belived, I fainted again this morning.

Why I am being so weak!

Mom doesnt allow me to go out tmrw,

due to my current condition.

Guhreat or whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?!

Now I cant meet the NV babieeeeees!

GRRRRRRRRRR.

cause im drowning in pain

2009-08-03T19:22:00.000-07:00

screw this fever.

I'm so lucky to have such a caring bunch of friends♥

thankyouuuuus.

I hope I'll get well real soooooon.

Its you, its you, its you.

2009-08-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

I feel sickly, and nauseous.

Oh god, please dont make me sick.

Not this week, not next week or even next next week.

hectic august.

DAMN IT.

I wanna know you.

2009-07-31T19:22:00.000-07:00

I hate you, love.

I'm sorry, for everything.I've failed you two and myself.I hate myself for not holding back.

Whatever quiz i took at facebook is damn ridiculous.

so i don't see any reason why PEOPLE should believe it anyway.

If your bf/lover/bestfriend or whatever appeared at my quiz.

My apologies, dont blame me. blame the quiz.

LAUGH OUT LOUD.

uh whatever.

Empty frame.

2009-07-27T05:34:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday, Mom!

I love you.

I SCREWED UP MALAY ORAL.

Stoopid conversation, stoopid conversation.

Ooooh, get over it.

The memory I want to forget.

2009-07-24T21:23:00.000-07:00

My class and I had a BAD GOOD DAY, today.

we were half-way thru quarreling with Mr Suhaimi when that eerie incident

happen. Lucky fr US, we did not really see everything. But, poor Lewis and Aidil.

Hope they are fine right now.

So yeah, lesson is resumed after our recess.

but most of my classmate were not in the right state of mind to study.

I really hope everything will be fine.

I will fight and defend.

2009-07-23T07:59:00.000-07:00

shake it off, let it go.

please not again, go away INFATUATION.

I dont wish to repeat the fucking mistake I did a few months back.

no, not this time.

what comes around goes around.

2009-07-18T22:00:00.000-07:00

Its Monday tomorrow.

Let the cycle begin, AGAIN!

Aww.

Life sucksz!

Ignore the date and time of this post.

ITS SUNDAY, JULY 19.

And you know you must fight.

2009-07-10T10:24:00.000-07:00

HAYWIRE, TGIF!

I have two freaking day to rest after one hectic week.

My parent will be awaaaaaaay.
So, I'll be home alone during the weekend since my
brother will not be coming home.

I hope I wont procrastinate during the weekend.

' But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high '

Thousands of Love.

2009-07-08T02:01:00.000-07:00

Thanks alot fr the sweetsweet textmsg at
12midnight/in the morning.
Izyan, Ferra, Aisyahlala, Aishahr Koh Ah meng!, Syafiq,
Ratbby,Dayana, Syaza, Nazri, Syafie'e & Hylman.
:)

And also, thanks to those who wished me in school.
NATASHA, RYNA STAR, FEEQAH, LEQIU, SUE,
WAN, NATASHA AMALIENA, MIZAH BIMBO, HIJAH, SANTHYA,
ASHWINI, JESSLINA CYRIL,
...

Thanks Mom&Dad fr everything!

Ohh yeah, Ms Uma's leaving today.
Yes TODAY, of all day.
I'm gonna miss you, and your sarcasm.
All the best fr your overseas studies!
We will study hard fr N.

(Ignore my stupid face plus HAIR!)

Lots of Love,
Whuzah Pettyfer!
<3

I never thought I'd be in love like this.

2009-07-05T02:36:00.000-07:00

N Level English oral - 7th July.
N Level Malay oral - 27th July.
Shiat, I HATE ORALS(!!)
---

9 more weeks to N level first written paper
which is on the 7th of September.
:(

14 more weeks and it will be done and over it.
Endure, Whuzah!
So 8th Oct please please please come faster!!

Andand
I hope I wont die on 5th October.
Freaking three paper on one bloody day!

-

I hate 2009!
I hate it so much because it had not been good to me.
I hate every single thing that associate with the number 9!
YES YES.
2009 sucks!

p/s: I LOVE MY NEW BBY! :D

I'm done with wishing you were still here.

when forever ends.

2009-06-22T11:14:00.000-07:00

To the guy I love,

To set my eyes on you is one image
I never want to erase.
And always know that no actions or words
can symbolize what i feel for you inside.

I love you.

--

I miss all my dearest friends.
Each and everyone of you from the close one to the not-so close one.
:)

Holiday is gonna end real soon.
Which mean, I have to get back to serious business after this.
I've had long and plenty of rest during the holidays already. And I've
not been touching on books except for the holiday homeworks.

Needless to say, I'm not prepared for N level which is like
less than four months away. I have yet to start my own revision. And
I am not even panic about it. Can someone please slap me real hard
and knock some sense into me? I need to wake up, start studying and
stop procrastinating!

HAHA.

Maybe, I'll let this blog to rot and die.
And update only when I feel like it.

Ooooookay, Im off now.
~

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me
..

And it knock you down.

2009-06-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

she said i look like Aisyalala.
Isit?
Nah, I don't think sooooooooooo.

Ooooh yea.
I'm so melting right now.
There's hot hot hot hot hot guy on teveee.
Hydir Idris~
(hAha)

Not necessary, i know.

Okay, I'll be M.I.A again.
Don't worry my beloved friends, i won't forget anyone
of you even though I'm missing in actiooon.

keep on moving, keep climbing and keep the faith.

2009-06-03T08:22:00.000-07:00

I don't have the mood to update for now.
--

And people.
I've changed my number.
My dearest 96315756 had already rest in peace.

ask me for my new number if you WANT!

xoxo.

i dont want you to say a single words.

2009-06-02T05:32:00.000-07:00

The reason why i didn't bother to update is
firstly, I don't have the mood to blog about my life.
secondly, there's nothing interesting going on in my life.

I've been spending my time at home from the start of this holidays.
I know boring right. But I'm super fucking lazy to even get my ass out
of this house. And yes, I miss all my friends to bits and pieces.

I don't know whats wrong with me lately.
I prefer to be alone this days. I get irritated with people easily now.
Sometimes my heart can feel a lot of things at one time. All kind of feelings.
Sucky right? Told you my life's boring. Ha!

But still, I'm enjoying myself being at home.
I can sleep for like more than 12 hours per day, i like. I can watch tons of movie
alone without anyone disturbing me. I can eat and eat and eat for all i care. Best
right? Ha. And yeah. Spending time at your own room alone can be fun actually.
No disturbance which equals to peaceful moments.

I've already started some of my maths homeworks.
Proud of me? whoah. I know, I know. So not meeeee right!
And I realised that I didn't even know a single shit about war in Europe.
Gees. Must start dating with History soon. So Hitler, here i come.

Oh what the fuck I'm writing.
Don't worry people. I'm not insane yet!

And please people.
Do take note that I can't reply to all your text messages due to some problems.
If its necessary for me to reply, then i will used my sister/brother's phone to text hey.
So just text me if there's anything important. Haaaaa!

Okay now.
I suddenly have the feel like laughing my ass out.
Alright. Goodnights darlings.

You're the reason why.

2009-05-30T08:44:00.000-07:00

I don't wish to be caught in this kind of situation.
I swear i hate this feelings!

On a random note,
I feel like chopping down this freaking irritating hair(!!!)
Only gods know how much i hated this hair.

I miss my wonderful girlfriends.

i hate this part right here.

2009-05-29T01:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RCA!
i know you know i love you.
;)

xoxo

Oh yeah.
I can't text or call anyone right now.
My phone sucks!

So believe me, i am sorry.

2009-05-28T10:14:00.001-07:00

[ Mood : - ]

I'm satisfied with everything in the report book,
except for the freaking conduct.

Hurraays, my holidays starts tomorrow.

And I love this week,
Thanks to those who made my day.
Izy, Ferra, Aishahr, Fatin, Nicole, Fee, Natt, Syaff
and the rest of you <3

Proper update when i feel like it.

I'm sorry if any of you cant get thru me during the hols.
I will be away.

;(

But I have to.

2009-05-26T07:02:00.000-07:00

[ Mood : Pissed ]

Thank god, two more freaking day left
and then i can disappear for bloody four weeks.

Fuck all those ill-feelings or whatever shit.
I don't live to please you alright, and I don't fucking
bother about what you might think of me hey.

Sorry but I'm not myself these days.

I don't know why i got all sensitive when i think about
what happen yesterday. Seriously, I'm just pissed.

Faggots.

Cause talk is cheap.

2009-05-24T00:06:00.000-07:00

[ Mood : Pathetic ]

Your words killed me.
And I'm sorry, this wasnt easy.

So I'll start to pretend I'm okay.

2009-05-22T09:51:00.000-07:00

[ Mood : Happy ]

I'm really really satisfied with my result~
Especially for History, Social Studies, Maths and Mother T.
Managed to passed with flying colours (;

So failed English by pathetic 0.5marks!
Failed Chemistry too, but luckily physic pull up the marks.
And i know, forever failing accounting.
24 marks out of hundred, not bad right? Laughs.

I missed you
~

roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions!

2009-05-21T21:17:00.000-07:00

[ Mood : Nervous ]

Can you hear my heart thumping verreh fast?
Yes, I'm fucking fucking fucking fucking nervous.

Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious,
You are not really losing it but you are just passing it to someone else.

Love unconditionally.

2009-05-20T04:31:00.000-07:00

[ Mood : Crappy ]

Define Bestfriend
x

Best Friend?
What happen there?

I gotta be strong, gotta be strong.

2009-05-19T01:25:00.000-07:00

[ Mood : Gloomy ]

I don't know why i feel verreh mood less today.
-

Thank god, there's no school tmrw and thurs.
I can spend the whole day sleeping tmrw.

Tired. Exasperated. Hopeless. Exhausted.

Tell me about it.

those sleepless night.

2009-05-18T07:52:00.000-07:00

[ Mood : Amused]

I'm done with wishing you were still here.

clever, but lack of sense ah?
pity you dumbfuck!

It will be as if i never existed.

2009-05-16T09:16:00.000-07:00

[ mood : Content ]

Had a fabulous evening with Girlfriends.
Although, it was rather late and time spent was short.
We had a great catching-up-session!
I love you babes.

And yea, mom promised to buy me a new phone.
Cause my phone spoilt, and currently im using sister's LG
cookie which sucks to the maximum lah. I don't understand
how people can handle touch-screen phone, its so damn
troublesome whenever you want to type long msges or even
when you're in a rush to type msges. It'll turn out nonsensical.

Farain, told ya there's REDDDDDDD!
i was thinking of getting this phone, but on second thought
Farain and Izyan had been bugging me to take w595
so the three of us will have the same phone.
But they banned me from taking RED & BLUE.
damned.

Bumped into Mr Fauzi, and he reminded us that
our freaking exam is still not over yet.
Yes, yes. One more paper left, and then it'll be over.
But i still needa come back on tues fr fxcking POA paper,
which i know i wont even bother to study.
HAHAHAHAH.

Alright. I want to sleeeeeep.
Will be killing thousand of brain cell for physic the whole day tmr.
One last mugging fr mid-year!
YAY.

but up till now i've always been afraid.

2009-05-15T05:22:00.000-07:00

[ Mood : Disappointed ]

Exam is driving me crazy.
Thank god, I'm only left with one paper to focus on.

Overall mid-year is such a pain in the neck.
-
And today's history paper was a killer.
so v.v.v disappointed with myself for not studying hard enough.
ahh, no used regretting now.

Farain Binte Alias, i know you will be reading this.
i want you to know that i love you to bits and pieces and crumbs.
<3

I ain't gonna be afraid cause my broken heart is free.

Life sucks, and then you die.

2009-04-30T09:46:00.000-07:00

AWAY

♥♥♥♥

random, not in order.
i miss isa/herman/ain/sharr/1nb dearest peeps/rica/qeen/bffs
--

hearts talking!

2009-04-29T10:01:00.000-07:00

tag tag tag ;)

no, no, no broken hearted girl!

2009-04-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

watched semarak temasek at TJC today,
with Cikgu Radziah, Farain, Aishahr, Hylman, Syafiq, Naz, Ameen,
Hafeez and Ameerul. Cikgu Kahirudin was there too, so he joined us.
Overall, the show was quite okay.

After that all of us went to century square to have our dinner.
Headed to town after that to find something.
And Hafeez made us laugh our ass out with his cartoon voice, using
the balloon we get at takashimaya. damn cool ah! seriously.

& Hafeez, sorry fr making you go down all the way to orchard
with us, and ended up going back to boon lay alone.
--

whoah, and now im tired like ohmaiygoooood.
;)

Alright bye.

tsOooHaiiiyMeeh~

2009-04-21T22:39:00.000-07:00

there's no school for all the northlanders today!
so cool.

something happen during poa lesson ystd.
nah, me and izyan was not involved this time.
its between tsuhaiyymeh and Natasha.
joke-of-the-day xia!

Suhaimi : you get out of the class now!
Natasha : *bang the table , throw her pencil case and
walk off *
Izyan : SO RUDDDDDDDE!
Me : *laugh*
Suhaimi : Do you think its funny?!
*both of us laughed!*
Izyan : Blue form ah! suspension!
Suhaimi : the two of you shutupp!
*the whole class laughed*

blablabla.
like hello ah, the whole class also makes noise whut.
can say all of you keep quiet. WHY MUST SAY 'THE TWO OF YOU?'
like as if we are the only one talking at that point of time.
its good enough we sort of supported you, you know.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

anyway me and izyan got the highest for POA.
1 out of 2o. so cool right right?
-___-"

Laugh out loud.

actually we(me and the rest of the girl) plan to go out today.
but in the end, all of us preferred to stay at home instead.
tsk tsk tsk.

ALRIGHT I WONT BE BLOGGING MUCH.
FIRSTLY ITS BECAUSE I DONT FEEL SAFE HERE.
SECONDLY ITS BECAUSE MID-YEAR IS IN TWO WEEKS TIME.
*like as if im gonna study aye*

kay byyyyyyyye.

good for you, but bad for me!

2009-04-20T05:25:00.000-07:00

i enjoyed school today.
had fun laughing out loud during history lesson.
with hushna and the rest of the girls plus mdm shah.
Hah hah!
;)

physic will always be Ms uma and her never-ending
jokes/sarcasm.
--

Aishahr : cher! bring me to Australia also ah.
Ms Uma : then when im there studying, you do what?
catch kangaroo there is it?

all of us laughed like crazeeey xia.
how i wish she don't have to leave us men):

If that SHM, is the one to leave instead kan bagosssssssssss!
aman sikit dunia

-

HAHAHAH

okaaaaaaaay whutever.
bye.

Hush Hush!

2009-04-19T02:33:00.000-07:00

i cant stand the weather today(!!)
v.v.v.v.v.v.v hottttt.

so i stayed at home and locked myself in the room
with the air-condition on at 19 degree Celsius.
besttttttttttttttttt!

then izyan called and complaint abt the hot weather too!
tsk tsk.
--

oh yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
tmrs monday.
the only day im looking forward to because thres two
period of history & NO poa lesson! so no need to face HIM.
hiya. if only i can change that 6 period of poa lesson to
history. i'll be the most HAPPIEST girl on earth mannnnn!
instead of having 3 period of history every week only.

&& i like like like like like like mdm shah
all-time-fave-teacher(!!)

HAHAHAH!
okay whatever.

bye~

Breath slow. count from 1 to 10.

2009-04-18T06:36:00.000-07:00

i decided to do some movie marathon today since i was bored
and i'm too lazy to even open my book and study for mid-year.
so i watched all the cd that my brother had asked my dad to buy.

while browsing through all the CD, i remembered someone
said this to me before ' like that cant go movie with you eh? since
you will have all the movies eventually. ' i know that was not the
exact words you said. but somehow, it means like that rightttt?

and i remembered lending my CD to some people. & they didnt
return it back. haha! Right Rina Errianty? Where's my CD?! hahh!
--

Had this argument with that sickening tcher again yesterday!
"do you think i care?" stop it eh! Hah. too bad not much people favour you.
oh well, say whatever you like. I'm mean evil or whatever bad names
you had come out with. I disliked him! and thats that. (:

So Izyan and Me didnt sing ' the pest part abt this week that we're not
fighting!' for him.

sucha pain in the neck!

--

AH.
sometimes i wonder why im not able to open my heart for him?
like how i open mine for x. I feel so jaded.
-
' It hurts seeing you suffer while i shine on my journey in life. '
Really, im terribly sorry for hurting you alright. Say whatever
bad names you can think off to me, if that will make you happy.
Nah, its not that im not over him.
Im just not in the mood for love.

fcuk this infatuation feeling.

--
ugh!

on a random notes, i really miss Rina Errianty binte Ismail.
I miss the Rina i used to talk crap and trashed out my fcuking feeling.
imy, bestfriend alot alot.

There's so much to say!

2009-04-14T01:20:00.001-07:00

Had this random conversation with Izyan
during English lesson about the good times we missed.
And the part i miss the most was the 'confrence night'
just the four of us, talking till late late late night.
Mmmmhmmmm! good times, good times.

We also talked about how this particular person
changed into a complete stranger to the both of us.

We or shall i say I.. miss you!
---

I have friends who don't act like a friends at all.
and i wonder why i still call them friends.
Shall i still regard you as my friend, A?

We went thru rain and shine together.
BFF(!!)

p/s : good for you but bad for me.
--

fcuk gooood friday!

2009-04-11T07:52:00.000-07:00

i would like to thanks

Fitra for carrying my stuff, help me with the antiseptic
cream and being the nurse for the day!

Syaza for getting me a plaster and going to the pharmacy
to get fr me the antiseptic cream.

Dayana for lending me your shoulder to cry on!

Ayesha for all the advices and chilling me down.

---
i love all four of you to beat and pieces and crumbs.
(BFFs!)

"ada hikma disebaliknya"

mari sama-sama kiter bertaubat yer kawan?
*inside joke*

i feel like kicking YOUR balls!

2009-04-09T06:37:00.000-07:00

fcuk whoever who post that 'nosensical thing' at my shoutout okay. -.-

we had freaking six free period today.
POA test was easy like ABC, me & izyan were done before
the question paper was given. Right izyan? HAHA!

anywy IZYAN MUSFIROH BINTE FAJAR MAZLAN.
thanks fr being there when that shit shit shit thing happen yaw.
& congrats fr getting gold hyeah. Like you said 'takdr izyan
maner boleh dpt gold' which is simply mcm paham!
HAHAHAHAH! and hope you'll get addict with the twilight
series book mmkay. -.- I LOVE YOU BABE!

' i still have youuuuuuuu .. '

Yay 3 days break men!
-___-

you called me a strangerr..
WHOAAAAH!

xoxo!

2009-04-05T04:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!
;)

screw ppl with no life
-.-

Its written all over your face!

2009-03-27T08:21:00.000-07:00

WILL BE AWAY

TGIF.
Two days to ReSsSsttt babe!
yay

i dont know why am i feeling so excited these days.
& Imy, Izyan musfiroh binte Fajar mazlan!
GoOod Luck in your towkay wayang yaw.

Oh boy,
I'm sorry that things have to end up this way.
Its the best for both us, trust me.

edited*
I found this at ADDY SHAREDZA(abgZaza)'s facebook profile,
Most of it are quite true fr mehhhh~

JULY Birthdays:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about peoples feelings. Tactful.Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody andeasily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically andmentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judgespeople through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Lovesto be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to bequiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Notaggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

HiyaAaayAaa!

2009-03-20T03:21:00.000-07:00

this little cuttie made my day yesterday.
he is super duper adorable ah.

--

A trip to the zoo was a fun one indeed. Seriously.
But i bet it will be more fun if i'll be going there with my friend huh.
Alright, no worries. We'll be going to the zoo someday to visit bestfriend's
friend over there kay! Since my dear bestfriend wanted to go there oh-
s0-badly. Right Rina Errianty binte Ismail?

Ouh yeah, i watched The boy in stripped pajamas on wed
since i was super duper bored at home. And it turns out to be such an interesting
movie. The movie is basically more to History. Its about how the jews were treated
by the german under hitler's rule. Sadly, it doesnt have a happy ending. But its
worth to watch, seriously. For those who likes history as much as i do, you'll not
regret watching it. Laugh out loud.

Two more days to school, what the hell right?
Sighs~

--

Okay Im off now.

I neeeeed my dearest GFs now!
HmMmMMMm.
;'(

pray it wont fade away!

2009-03-16T07:35:00.001-07:00

Oh boy, i feel like slapping your cute face men!
--

as usual, no pesanan ringkas again.
thanks eh.

YAY ME!
I'm done with math and malay homework.
I am halfway through physic. Which mean i am left with eng and chem.

wOooho.
extra class tmr, and i've yet study fr tmrw quiz.
--

two more days to think.
HiyaAaAayaAaa
~

I bet you taste like sugarcanes!

2009-03-15T09:56:00.000-07:00

those days!
SIGHHHHHHHHHHH~
Ooh i miss my that hair men.

Since tmr plan in cancelled, i'll be staying at home
and finish up all my holiday assignment.
Fatin Hamimah really make me go happy/excited fr ntg.
laugh out loud.

--

I don't know why, but i am so looking forward fr Tuesday class.
& i wanna eat roti prata cheese at syed again!
YAY.

avoiding US is not the way to solve the matter.
~

kay i am tired, and i want to sleep.
&shityOu fr making me wait fr you text msg kay!
HAHAHA

okay bye people.

you're the best!

2009-03-14T22:58:00.000-07:00

went to school fr PTC.
Im quite satisfied with my result, only failed eng&POA.
Mr neo is super cute lah.
:)

then me & mom went to have breakfast at Syed.
finally, i had roti prata cheeese after so long craving fr it men.
HAHAHAH

Holiday assignment?
I'm going to finish up all of it by Tuesday, hopefully.
so i can enjoy my holiday mennnn.

Mr Neo says;
' you deserve a break after all the hard work! '
MCM PAHAM

-
-

so yda yda yda.
I'm gonna miss you goddamn alotttttttttttttttttt.

screw you shitface!

2009-03-13T05:48:00.001-07:00

i got pissed during poa lesson.
so end up, me and natasha were sent out of class. laugh out loud.
i swear, i hate hate hate poa & the teacher az well.
YAY

whu cares if he's nice or whut?
I still don't like him, and ntg can change that fr now.
flipping asshole.
;)

on a brighter note,
ITS MARCH HOLIDAY BEBEY!
but i have alot of homeworks & assignment to be done.
and thre's extra class az well. sheeeesh!

so sad, my phone no PESANAN RINGKAS.
;'(

-
-
-

WoHoOoooOoOoooOoOO!
i'm so happy. feel like im the happiest gerl on earth.
my phone vibrated alrdy.

cute eh dier?
HAHAHAHAHAHA

But i know i'm lost.
i'm lost with youuuuuuu.

Not again!

2009-03-09T08:23:00.000-07:00

apparently, i dont have enough middle finger
to show you how i fucking feel
-
-

love triangle
over and over and over and over again?

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

you make it easy!

2009-03-08T06:25:00.000-07:00

my heart turned over after hearing what F told me
yesterday night.
;(
i don't know why im feeling this way.
grrrr.
-
but seeing YOU made my day today.
tried to be chill, but you're so hot that i melted.
AwWwWw.

there's only one thing to do three words for you.
i love you

Fuckkk you!

2009-03-07T05:43:00.000-08:00

YOU are not worth my time.
--
grab a life.

i am not being evil or what.
but seriously you get into my nerves.
i don't care abt what ppl might say or think
about me.
i am simply not affected by it okay.

i am happy!
as long as i am happy nothing else matter.
yay.

-

i think i am ------ with MM.
and i even asked someone to buy MM plaster, but she
bought Snoopy instead! tsk. and i told another someone
that i want to buy that MM thing, and she asked me to
shut up. so mean & evil right right right?
;(

kay bye

you're brighter than sunshine

shattering of my fragile heart

2009-03-05T05:56:00.000-08:00

i know i said i can't be bothered.
but why ---?
oh well fuck you very very very much,

why am i feeling this way?
god, the pain was excruciating and pain-taking!
Okay Khuza, Chillax!

-_____________-"

what the fuck

2009-02-28T03:08:00.000-08:00

screw fatin for waking me up at EIGHT!
in the morning while i was busy sleeping. tsk, disturbance sak!
oh well, i still love you fr making my day

so yeah
fatin came to my house early in the morning.
talked with each other and end up sleeping! guhreat huh? -_-
drag her to the library with me as i wanted to borrow book.
and kateq join us too. after that we had dinner together.
and i went home after thatttttttt.

kateq is so freaky.
& both of us are getting LG phone. yay US!
i love you bebey

ohhh yea
my mom bought LG cookie fr my sister!
and i must admit with the fact that i'm pretty jealous men.
nott fair, but mom promised me that she'll buy fr me too.
yay.

kay bye

you're sucha waste of time

2009-02-27T09:18:00.000-08:00

yeah right.
say whatever you wna say.
cos i can't be bothered eh?
-___-
i know who yOur true colour bebey~

Passion Art was awesome.

so yeah right now.

im waiting fr this fatin & rina to come over
my house fr sleepover. but they seems to be taking
forever to get here!!

okay, im angry
(haha)

-
-
-

i think im not gonnnnnnna wait.

okay bye i wan to sleep

and you made my day, love.
so far, yet so near

i miss you.

2009-02-25T23:56:00.000-08:00

i'm down with fever, flu and sinus.
guhreat or what?
so didn't went to school today.

i spent the whole day sleeping and eating.
what a life men.

and
and
and
and
and
kay bye

whatever!

2009-02-24T06:03:00.000-08:00

i feel so bullshit right now. and there is certainly
something wrong with me. i tend to get irritated by people
around me so easily. and im so sure that i need to get rid
of this fcuktup attitude straight away.

i don't feel like talking to anyone tmr.
but i know, i can't. cause i always have hundred and one
things to talk about each day.

i'm still finding what is wrong with me.

OUHYA
a guides is cheerful in ALL difficulties.
that's one of the law.

so yeah, i'm gonna put all the SHIT feeling aside.
and pretend to be alright.

everyone hears what you say and friends will listen
to what you say but bestfriends will always listen
to what you don't say.

and don't bother msging me,
cos i dont have the mood to reply unnecessary msg fr nw.

kay, i'm off now~

asshole

2009-02-23T06:02:00.000-08:00

oh yeah, its worth thinking of you.
mmmhmmm.

i've been sucha good girl this few days,
i've been doing all the homework that the teacher asked me to do.

and this asshole still can say 'takmo jadi good girl rabak ah!'
at least, i didnt always leprak like he always do right.
people who always leprak around like him, equal to no life men.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
don't take it to heart yaw, i'm just kidding.

ouh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY dearest Aisyahlala
& Nicole Tan Chin Chin!
♥♥♥

feel my heart pondering
-

YOU'RE THE ONE.
and im so sure about it.

You're Invisible, Invisible To Me.

2009-02-21T18:32:00.000-08:00

I don't know why i kept thinking of you.

i hope i don't have to go for world thinking day
celebration again next year. i finds it boring watching
the same old thing again and again. laugh.
&Fahtin is really freaky today. i think she can read
my mind cause she always say things that i want to say.
not fair men! it happen a lot of time today. pffffffft.

i ate MCSPICY with cheese today!
and its super yummy.

oh well
i got malay&eng compo to do. & i don't know what
to study for chem mastery test this monday!
GRRR

You Brighten My Day

2009-02-20T08:17:00.000-08:00

school sux big time, and i really mean it.
some of my classmate are being sucha dickheads.
but i still love them to bits&pieces cause they are
the one who make my day.

alright
i am so contented with my life now.
i dont care abt who my ex-bf/lover is dating with now.
i'm happy that the 'thing' doesnt affect me or my life at all.
i dont bear grudge on anyone right now. and i dont really
bother on what people might think or say about me.
oh yea as long as i am happy nothing else matter!
right right right?

master parade just tooot.
i think the sec3s&2s guides need some kick in the ass!
oh well, no worry! i still love you all aingg.
HEHE

i love my Girlfriends more!
& not forgetting my dearest dearest BFFs.

i'm afraid to fall in love.
cos each time when i fell in love with someone,
he'll be the one leaving me.

2009-02-13T06:44:00.000-08:00

i had a bad start fr my day today.
first it was mom, and then my neighbour. and then the 7-eleven
lady and then ......

-
-
-

okay! thanks to ameen fr the chocolate.
it made me feel alot of better, after hearing something which really
make me wna asdfghjk like omg.

oh well.
i dont really fcuking care abt what people wna think or say abt me.
i'm not in the wrong, i'm not the evil one, i'm not what you think i am.
the only people who really knows me is my gfs,my bffs & fatin.
as long as im happy, nothing else matter!

anyway
i enjoyed talking to bestfriend on our way back to yishun.
we have alot to talk on that 50minutes bus journey. from this to that
and everything! i love you mensxz.

and yeah
i miss bffs aka my gleeeers alot alot like crazy.
yes all five of you

ME : single life adr problem. attached pon adr problem.
tsk!
FARAIN : tu pasal aku raser jadi lesbians lagi best!

omg Farain! you made me laugh whenever i
keep thinking about that shit thing. it helps alot siaaaax!

2009-02-03T04:54:00.000-08:00

yesterday mastery test was super shitty.
i didnt memorise any formula for physic,
cos i thought that the topic on density and force
will be an easy paper. but i was wrong huh.

alright
i'm starting to dislike physic lesson.
& i find this year history class super boring.
i love maths lesson the most of all.
and as usual i hate hate hate chemistry.
im starting to like principle of account.
social studies was kinda boring but its better
compared to last year social studies lesson.
& im behaving during ms chen eng lesson.
yay me.

anywy
im quite happy with my current life now.
with bestfriend and girlfriend around me!
i dont need any lover or whut. MCM PAHAM.

rina dearest. i know you're strong!
don't give up alright? c'mon dont let us down babe.
i love you you &you

;i'm beginning to see the light.

2009-01-30T06:52:00.000-08:00

i failed my poa test by 2.5 marks.
and a big big thanks to Nazri fr helping me with poa.
MACAM PAHAM

anyway
i was in the midst of having mood swings the whole
day in school. and i became a goody-good in class today!
for the first time me and izyan behave in english class. we
did the compre that ms chen asked us to do. laughs!

i spent the whole evening with Rina. i was having stomach
cramp but im still craving fr a piece of chicken at KFC. then Rina
being sucha super duper great bestfriend. she decided to have
lunch at KFC. after our meal we went to find a spot to chillax.
and its been so long since we have this long long chat with each
other. after that both of us headed home. yay!

alright.
i'm done for now.

my happy pills(:

2009-01-26T06:49:00.000-08:00

hey babies!

sorry fr not updating.

IzyanMusfiroh NurFarain RinaErrianty!
i miss you you you

somehow i kinda miss the SSR times
with FahtinKateq & FatinHamimah
still remember?

anywy
smeeelly syazaa turns sixteen today!
the oldest yet the childish-iest amough us
but still, i love you babe!

happy birthday!
:D

a second chance?
a second chance?
a second chance?
..
..

2008-12-17T01:44:00.000-08:00

will be away.

untill god knows when.

-----

----

i miss Girlfriends.

the three of you god damn alot.

i miss Gleers(bff!)

all five of you alot alot alot alot.

i miss the night spent with you all(:

i miss AHYEEN(darla)

like omg omg omg omg omg omg omg.

okay bye.

will be back soooooooon.

2008-12-09T17:46:00.000-08:00

Lewis Heng!(:

i promise him, that i'll upload his super handsome pic

and will post that i miss him. so here you go!

Alright, I miss Mr Lewis Heng the Handsome guy!

ystdy was my last day at csc.

say what? Hippp Hippp Hurrrrrrrrrray.

Basically, i think this attitude-problem-bitch

have some kind of problem with me. She'll act nice and stuff

infront you, but you'll neva know what she did behind your

back, seriously. If she want to play dirty, i can play dirty as

well. Just wait and see yeah! Gees, irritating humans.

Hmmm.

I think only my Gfs knows who am i refering to kan?

Ha Ha Ha. & my Gfs made my day ystd nights!

2008-11-22T01:34:00.000-08:00

goood afternoon readers.

today is my off day, yay!
and yesterday werk was quite okay, hah.
nothing much happend. and screw Dzul for throwing
all the paper at me! idiot.
:D

and today is 22nd.
what happend to 'lets go and catch a movie on the 22nd?'
...
and still can say 'besok aku kluar ah. nak tgok wayang!'
bitch eh?

'padan muker aku' that was what i sed to farain.
and she laughed.

-

i miss my gileers aka bff (!)

...., i miss you the most.
all i ever think about is you. you got me hypnotized,
so mesmerized. do you ever think when you're all alone.
all that we can be, where this thing can go? am i crazy
or falling in love? is it real or just another crush? do you catch
your breath when i look at you? are you holding back like the
way i do? cause im trying and trying to walk away but i know
this crush aint going away.

2008-11-19T04:36:00.000-08:00

Hello hello holla holla.

yesterday werk was super gerek.
seat beside sheila. and we played alot of stupid
game sia! hah. i had a good laughed with her.
the champion in tick tack toe ah? HAH. and then
we got so bored, we decided to talk about sme
of the KFC guys. and we label them as sweet talker.
mr V and mr M is one them, ahaha. stmf uhh.

then at nine, all of us have to change seat.
so i seat beside dzul and farain at scorpio side.
had a good chat and laugh with them. but most
of the time all of us remain silence. HAH. said
goodbye to dzul since his shift ends at 11, sad life.
and then went home with farain as usual. heheh!
:)

and A.
i really dont know whats wrong with us. it seems
that we're like stranger now ah. sheesh. i guess i
just have to forget about the plan that i have in mind
for you. hees. anyway. you're missed yeah?

and B.
it seems that im no one to you anymore right? i wish
that all that shit didnt happend in the ferst place. i really
dont know whats wrong. and what makes you change.
i really want you to treat me the way you treat me before.
i swear. i miss those moment. and what happend to
all those thing we plan to do? i feel like asking you all
that right now. but i rather not. you dont even bother right?
hah. yes, i really really miss you.

i know the both of you wont be reading this, but..
*sighhhhhhhhhh*

nothing last forever?
and all good things will come to an end.

-

will you be on the top just watching me fall?
:'(

Note to self ; my conscience is clear.
so there's nothing fr me to fear.

thank god, i have a lovely girlfriend(s) who understand me.
nurfarain binte alias. izyan musfiroh binte fajar mazlan
and rina errianty binte ismail <3

2008-11-17T22:28:00.000-08:00

Good afternoon readers!

will be going to work later.

GRRR.

i dont feel like going to work.

okay bye.

2008-11-16T09:11:00.000-08:00

I feel so sdfghjkdfghjkfghjkfghj.
i dont know why.

seriously, i didnt wish fr this to happend.
i dont know what to do and what i shud do.
i guess, this is just a misunderstanding, grr.
im confused. but my conscience is clear.
so there's nothing for me to fear.
-

and yes.
today was guhreat. arep is like trying to make
dzul jealous. OH MAN, i shud have seen his
re-action uh. okay, STOP IT ahh! HAHA.

and i fcuking miss you lah.
you're all i think about at night.
-

okay im hungry, i wana eat.
and screw mamat for not making my wish
come true, bobal werld only ehh. made me
go happy for nothing sia just now, fantat!
HAHAHAH.

AND FARAIN.
thanks for those listening ears during werk.
i love you.
i miss IZY AND RINA.

2008-11-15T06:59:00.001-08:00

Hello readers!

accompanied qeen fr her job interview at winsland.
then, she wanted to find other job at marina bay,
so we made our way there, and every shop she enter
there's only full time job! ate our lunch at long john.
i swear, today was super tiring. but overall i did had
fun today ah, seriously yeah? HAHA.

so yeah, im werking tomorrow!
and i realised i spend fucking 15 bucks this week on
my ez-link card? cool or what.

and yeay, i mis girlfriends.
Rina errianty binte ismail, Nurfarain binte Alias and
Izyan musfiroh binte Fajar mazlan! <3

and i got this BIG feeling,
that somebody is trying to make me and aisyahlala
fight or either make me hate her? wth ah? its not weking
out yeah. screw whoever you are. BOOOHOOO.
*smiles*

and you,
i dont know why. but you're oh so weird. very
weird, i must say. but overall, i fucking miss you.
i swear i really do. <3

AREP, i think we're in the sam boat.
(like cousin like cousin ah ah ah)

okay, im tired and i want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
and i'll be seeing BROTHER tmr.
:)

p/s: i love you?

2008-11-10T03:55:00.000-08:00

remember hundreds and fifty three days ago?
the day you left.

Oh today was awesome.
Bumped into nadia when i was on my way to work.
had a short convo with her, while walking to the mrt station.
and i had a guhreat time with nusha and DZUL at work.
me and ferra was like laughing thru out the whole 6 hours.
from nusha silly jokes to DZUL pathetic doings, ahaha!

Im starting to enjoy my time there.
especially, when going home with cousin and his friends, hah!
i still cant get over ystd incident, ryna oh ryna. silly gerl ahh.

AND, mr DZUL reminds me of MY BROTHER! really.

okay, im tired.
and i working tmrw! errrr, yay?

2008-11-07T07:52:00.000-08:00

Good evening reader.
thank you for reading http://the-royalflamboyance.blogspot.com.
blablabla
..

Like finally, get to meet girlfriends today!
Ryna called in the afternoon to teman her go buy her handphone.
and guess what? i fell asleep as usual. woke up and text her.
so, meet her and ferra at chong pang. go survey fr handphone. and
at last, found one. then headed to northpoint, and izyan joined us
later. then, ate dinner at long john silver together. while eating we
bitched and update each other about our life. haha! oh, i love you all.

I thought of quiting werk end of this month?
shud or shudnot? i want to but..... haha whatever! okay, werk was
quite okay. but cust is sucha bitch i tell you. hah. i feel like smacking
them if i can! hah. okay, i got to noe alot of new friends like sheila andy
nunu nazmeer(the hottstuff!) dzul(areep's friends) arep's gang and err,
the dont know whut his name guys who always help me whenever i
need help. cool ahahaha. and also jasmine the laughing gas and lots more.
woah. so, i really really want to quit badly. but at the same time, i dont have
the (insert whatever you think here!) asshole ah!

and A
i'm not sure if im giving you high hopes or whut. i'm just (insert word)
ohh god, help me through thise please!

and B
you know when i gazed into your eyes the other day, i felt that i miss you.
oh well. intricate feeling!

and C
you're the person that i miss the most!

and D
fuck yourself and die lah.

HAHAHAAHAH.

I miss my gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeers!
i miss the night i spent with you guys. hah! passing phone to each other. bitched
about blabla! haha. watched muvee, scream out loud like nobody buisness. hah.
i miss those moment. haha. so yeah, shall do the sleepover again during dec yea.
<3

and yeah BERRIES FAMILY!
i dont know when are we going to get our ass out together again! I miss the
time seating at the foutain of wealth (isit?) haha. and get wet! running away from
the guys. and all. hah! imy all.
<3

i've move on?
infatuation?
intricate feeling?
over you?

blablabla.
oh, i dont want to werk tmrw!

2008-11-03T08:14:00.000-08:00

Hello readers!

Okay my holiday jobs is sucha bitch.

im starting to miss alot of things!

I miss Mr mohd huzairee.
(i want to watch him sing this sat! but i cant!! Stupid werk!!)
I miss AHYEEEEEEEEEEEEEN.
I miss grrrrrrlsfriends.
(esp, izyan musfirohhhhh!!)
I miss my gileeeeers!!
I miss my babes.
I miss my classmates~
I MISS MY BERRIES FAMILY!!!!!!!!
I miss you.
.............................................................................
..................

I WANT TO GO OUT!
I WANT TO QUIT WORK!

okay, my mind is in disturbia right now.
HAYWIRE, haywire. tsk tsk tsk~

super duper tired.

Drsa, hope you're having a guhreat time there!
HEHEHE. we'll meet up soooon okeh.
LOVES.

LAME POST, I KNOW.
BYE!

2008-10-26T09:27:00.000-07:00

Okay, since im bored.

I did the survey syaff asked me too.

the name there were random.

So, if you see your name pls do the survey.

If you're free.

^____^

Answer the following question :

1) the last person who tagged you is :
Idaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2) your relationship with him/her is :
Schoolmates, ahaha.

3) Your impression on him/her is :
pretty, stunning, gorgeous and sweet.

4) The most memorable thing he/she said to you :
-

5) The most memorable thing he/she done for you :
-

6) If he/she become your lover you will :
It will never happend.

7) If he/she bcomes your love, thing he/she has to improve on will be :
-

8) If he/she become enemy, the reason will be :
Erm, im not sure lei.

9) the mosr desired thing you wanna do for him/her now is :
HAHAHA.

10) your overall impression on him/her is :
She's nice & sweet.

11) how you thnk people around you feel about you :
Irritating, yeah? HAHA.

12) the character you love about yourself is :
-

13) on the contrary, the character you hate about yourself is :
LAZY? ERRR.

14) the most ideal person you wanna be is :
ME, lame.

15) 10 people that you wish you to kow they feel about you
1. Ryna
2. Izyan
3. Aishahr
4. Syaf
5. Sharr
6. Aisyahlala
7. Dayana
8. Ayesha
9. Fasha
10. Ida

16) who's no. 6 having a relationship with?
For me to know, for you to find out. HAH.

17) is no.9 male of female?
Female, duh.

18) If no. 7 and no. 10 are together . will it be a good thing?
HELL NO. hah!

19) how about no 8 and 5 ?
LOL! haha.

20) what is no 2 studying about?
Eng, Maths, Mt, Bio, Chem, Ss, Geog, Principle of account.
21) when was the last time you had talk with no. 3?
last day of school.

22) what music band does no. 8 like?
Im not sure.

23) does no. 1 have sibling?
Yes.

24) Will you woo woo 3?
whatever for?

25) how about no. 7?
Maybe, NOT!!

26) whats the surname of no. 5?
haha. i know, i know. CARBOTAGE SAGAR!

27) whats the hobby of no. 4?
DANCING! hah, no. playing hockey, i guess?

28) does 5 and 9 get along?
They didnt know each other.

29) where does no 2 studying at?
Northland secondary school.

30) talk something casually about no. 1?
Err. Idk, SHE'S MY BESTFRIEND(:

31) have you tried develop feeling for no. 8?
no no no no no.

32) where does no 9 live?
yishun.

33) what colour does no. 4 like?
BLUE.

35) does no 7 like no 2?
They dont know each other.

36) how do you get to know no. 2?
During sec 1, orit. She's the gerl with the moutain hair(:

37) does no 1 have any pet?
No.

38) is no 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Yes, she's sexy! (:

2008-10-26T08:39:00.000-07:00

Hello Readers!

Alrigjht, today was guhreat i must say.
Went to have dinner with gf at Long john silver, yummey.
Too bad Ryna couldnt make it since she have to go to work, rawrr!
After eating, went to buy some stuff and then headed to watch kuder
kepang near 264. It was super scary, i tell you. Hahaha.

I miss you, i miss your smile,
i still shed a tears every once in awhile.
.....

Okay people, im starting work on wednesday.
so, i wont be updating much.

Okay, i think. that's it fr now.
bye!

Lame post, i know.

2008-10-23T09:01:00.000-07:00

Hello hello hola hola!

*Look up, i bet izyan knw where i gt tat phrase from*
:D

3nb.

I'm so gonna miss them.
And next year, will not be as same as this year. Grr!
Why do all good things come to an end? Argh.

Got my report book today.
Hmm, nothing much happend in school today! hehhhs.
But i like the part when everyone surrounds syafiq to wish
him luck and sort of a 'goodbye' to him! Hahaha.

I went to sleep the moment i reached home.
And when i woke up, i feel so so different. My body aches fr idk
what reason. And i think im gonna have fever soon. Rawrr! And
i had nose blocked. And its obvious that, im gonna have Sinus when
i sleep later. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.

...
...

I think im gonna have a goodnight sleep tonight.
Idkw, this happy mood appear right now. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
wna know why? Its fr me to know. and you to find out. BRAAH.

Its crazy to love someone who hurts you.
OMG!

DEAREST.

2008-10-22T07:03:00.000-07:00

Hello Readers!
:]

I didnt attend school today, ysterday & on mon.
And tomorrow, is the last day of school! Damn.
Though, im feeling so lazy to go to school theese days.
I still felt kinda sad that everything's gonna end tmrw.
And im very sure that things wont be the same.

Syafiq Saman, Its sad to hear the news yknow.
And i got the huge feeling that physic class will not be as
fun as this year. Not just physic class but other lesson
as well. Gees! Im sure that all of us will miss your lameness
next year. No you equals to no noise pollution. hah!
Still remember the time when we're having debate during
english class. And i swear, that was the most funniest
thing ever happend in our class. Each and everyone of
us laughed to the extreme extend. Somehow, i miss those
time. Seriously. So yeah, wish you luck in everything you
do. Don't be sad alright? Hees. Take care yaww!

IzyanLULU, I know you're down right now.
Though you didnt seek help from me, i'll always be there fr
you. I'm sorry that i couldnt be like how you be when im
down with you-know-who. Well, i know things had changed.
But, you're forever in my heart. Since you're down with
(insert name), whatever you said to me that time goes right
back at you. So yeah, be strong yeah! You still have us.
I love you, pretty Lulu!

I'm super excited about something! I know you know,
people don't know yeah. Haha go figure it out yeah? heehs.

Alright, i guess im done for now.
And and Raya picture with my primary-school mates will
be upload when i got the picture from everyone. haha.
:)

Alright Bye people.

2008-10-19T10:52:00.000-07:00

Hello Readers!

I'm back.

Okay,

Its self-proclaim holidays now.

Hippp Hipppp Hurrrrrrrrays.

So, i decided to skip school tmrw!

And maybe tues too.

But since Lewis (the handsome boy)

is eager to meet! hah. so, i'll be goin

to school on tuesday then!

Hees.

Anwy, i had fun during the primary

school raya-ing together!

Gonna upload some pic soooon yey.

its gonna be hols soon.

and alot of exciting event is coming up!

i cant wait! i cant wait!

HAHAHA.

2008-09-12T10:22:00.000-07:00

oh hello pretty humans.
forgive me for not updating that much. haha!

okay, let me make this post short.
cause im tired and i wna sleep! haha.

umm. life?
currently feeling so haywire. ups and down are comon in life.
yeah! i heard about that alot of times. hah. okay sighhhhhhh~
so i decided to put aside everything and start mugging fr eoy.
i dont want to did badly as comon test and class test! so yea,
i'll start to buck up soon? haha. when siaaaaa! sheesh. and
yea, hari raya coming. hip hip hurrrray, nooooot! why? cos its
huzairi-less this year. hahah. okay wait! first day of hari rayaa
reminds me of smth really pathetic. okay again, sighhhhhhh~

okay dearest grlf,
is having a major problem right now. i just hope that that it cud
be settle asap. cause it hurts me seeing her in that state. really.
i dont know where's the old *insert name* i know last time. i knw
you're strong babe! endure okay. everything happends fr a reason.
& yay, i hope one day i'll see you laughing and smiling again like
you used too. and babe, i miss you. i miss talking to you and you.
yes, its a two person. who plays an important role in my life. soo
yar, i'll always be there fr you whenever you need me. and and ily.
(:

today was as per normal.
boring school day i must say. and nowaday, the bunch of human
in my class is getting so hyper and hyper. we'll spent more time
laughing & sleeping in class instead of studying. and teacher kept
on reminding us upteen times, that we're left with only 3 weeks &
stuff. ohh, whatever~ we just couldnt be bothered. yay!

so went to cwp
to break fast with geeeeeerlfs! unfortunately rina couldnt make it. &
some of them 'bubble' lah okay. we 'studied' fr like one hours and
then headed to banquet to break-fast. yay! it was fun. i swear i love
them to bits and pieces and crumbbbbbbbs! ;D bought mCcafe, as
all of us were craving fr that since the 3rd day of fasting month. yayy.
and then headed home.

so yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah~
here i am. okay mepeeeek! and yes, im tired and i wna rest. cause
i need to wake up fr sahur tmrw. blablabla!

Ooh you.
_________________________________________ . ):

okkkay go!
bye lovely peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2008-09-01T08:39:00.000-07:00

hello dearest people.
sorry fr not updating this week. i'm just lazy lah !

so yeah,
last saturday was the nvps re-union. we had lunch together at sakura
which is at Far-East. i swear, my meal was super delicious. after my
meal, i had to say goodbye to them cos i have something important to
attend. took the train and blablabla.

after that,
went to cityhall to meet syaza. then off to meet isa, shikin, silas, shah,
audi, daniel and fadle. so blablabla. and everyone was seperated. hah.
so, me and syaza went to meet murnie, eqa, amy, dayana and fitra who
were already at baybeats waiting fr us. syaza was super crazy. i swear!
did some camwhore everytime theres break. yeda. so at around 10plus
me and syaza went off first. as the rest wanted to go makan.

me and syaza thought of goin home straight,
cause she wanted to go baybeats the next day. but then, saw fadle, shah,
audi, daniel, silas and anas at cityhall. and they asked us to follow them
to buy drinks at 7eleven. so, we followed them. and took a bounced back
from marina to yeeshun. said gdbye to them and headed home with syaza.
reached home at 12plus.

so yeah yeah yeah,
thats it for saturday. i swear i had fun with murnie, eqa, syaza, fitra, amy &
dayana. i love you babes alot. <3 shall go out again jyeah ?
[:

and today is the first day of fasting month.
i hate it cause, i'll be eating alot after 7. which is when its time to break fast.
hyeh. i'll always gain weight during the fasting month. dont ask me why, cos
i really dont know why. sighyayai. -_-

in any case,
to all the muslim. happy fasting gyeah ? [:
&& here's some picture taken on saturday, ( my shirt and syaza's the same! )
what a coincidence bebeh.

so thats it fr today,
and i dont think i will able to blog that much this month. cause, final year is less
then four weeks and i want to study hard. ( k, this part mcm paham ! ) and i wont
be able to study if the computer is on everytime. have to sacrifise bebeh. which
mean, i'll kindly donate the internet wire to my dad or just keep it somewhere in
case i need to use it uh. moreover, my sister is taking her major exam pretty soon.
haha ! padan muke. hyeh hyeh hyeh ! kdah. bye.

by the way, i miss my grlfs/guyfs! [:

2008-08-25T07:20:00.000-07:00

school was fine.
its just that some part of it just sucks. alot of drama happend in school today. heh,
i swear it was damn funny. from the tiny cockroach, to the sliting of hands, to the
someone who fell down off her chair! ahah. i swear, it was really funny!

im currently chatting
with sharr darling, talked about our love life. seriously, i miss her like omg and sdfghj!
meet up soon okay? imy lah edeeyot. ):

TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!

ohh guhhhhhreat,
some of my guyfriend made my day today! esp, Lewis and BF. i swear, they made me
laughed over the silliest stuff. and some others too. anywy, im starting to miss ISAA!
):

_ _ _ _ _ darling,
cheer up alright ? take one step at time. give it a try. insyallah, confirm can uh. wahhh!
Khuza confident sia. anywy, gerl ! i love you alrighttt ?

GF, I NEEEEEEEEED YOU !

2008-08-23T01:30:00.000-07:00

ystd was suoerbbb!
i can see that all of us were so excited fr the bbq pit! after school, everyone went home straight, to get ready fr the pit. meet ryna under her block, and then proceed to macd to meet the rest. so, me and ryna were late. hehs! not just late. hahah! Izyan, Aishah, Aidil and Natasha took the first cab. all of them were super chaotic sia! they were like the nyonyas, seriously. Izyan, were giving us flying kisses. she stood beside the taxi like one model w/out helping the rest. then, aishah were like shouting, 'ehh, quick! got bus got bus!' then, everyone rushed in the cab without closing the back thingy. So funny sia, me, syaf, ryna and ferra kept laughing non-stop!

then we flag a cab,
and headed to sembawang park. the taxi driver dont even know where is sembawang park! like wtfuck. so, syaff was like giving the direction. in the end, he stop us at the entrace of the park. which is like so far away from where our pit is! so, we had to walk to the pit. and on our way there. there are about 5 dogs running around there. i was like, oh my gawd. finally, we saw lewis and the rest there. and started running to the pit. coincidently, LEWIS AND AISHAH were wearing the same colour of shirt and the sme type of ocean pacific pants. (so funny, hah!) and they were like quarreling, the moment both of them step out of their cab. then both of them decided to change their shirt after quarreling non-stop! haah! and guess what? both of them, brought the same shirt. which is the leader's camp shirt! all of us disturb them bcos mr tai thought that the two of them were having an affair. (ehem, i think that alrdy show us the evidence uh? ;D )

all of us were very chaotic,
like seriously. so, jakunnism gituk! the girls kept on camwhoring. and the guys, were strugglin to set up the fire fr bbq. then, weien came by cab. next was lionel, abigail with one of their friend too. their taxi driver also stop them at the entrance of the sembawang park. same as us uh! hah. Aishah, went to bbq fr us with aidil. hah! bing feng, daryl and lewis were playing volley ball. then, more and more started to come. ahah! which produce more noise pollution to the situation there. we all sat there, sing song and took alot of picture. Gui qing is super cute lah, seriously. Ride Gui qing bike, like wow. Almost fell down. hah! then, when miss oh and miss wong came we started the birthday celebration! the may, june, july and august babies celebration! sang a bdae song,and made a wish before cutting the blowin the candle. after that, they started to sabo ppl with the cake. i was like running away from them. and, then this 1 eedeyot uh ran to me and threw the cake on my head. and the rest join untill i dropped ont the floor, there are vanilla cake and cream on my hair and face. Nazri, syaf and Ryna helped me to clean my hair. heh. so, nice of you guys, thanks! shessssssssh! and, then its my revenge to the one who threw cake at me first. So, planned it with izy, and yey! it works! farain, head and hair were filled with cakes toooo.
It like the whole class were playing with the cakes including lionel. And when lionel fell down, everyone was like 'eh you okay or not?' its like the first time ppl show their concern to lionel. *fireworks!*

then nazri played the ghuitar,
and everyone of us sang our lungs out. seriously, it was fun plus super funny. some didnt know the lyric and just sang anyhow. ( izyan was one of them, hoho! ) then, ms wong and ms oh went off first. then, everyone of us started to pack up. after finished packing up, sat there and slacked first. sat down there with lewis, daryl and bing feng, weien and aidil. while the rest were singing with nazri. had a good chat with them. ahah! and, they introduced me to a song. 'the man who can't be moved' the song was nice uh. hah! currently, stuck with the song. (: ahah! anywy, i really had fun with everyone of you during de pit yeyyyyyyyyyy!

dear heroes/heroines!,
thanks fr the fun and laughter you ppl brought yestd. i really enjoy my time with each and everyone of you! seriously, it creates a stronger bounding between us! hip hip huraaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! i love you ppl alooot okay. Randomly, - Ryna, Ferra, Syaff, Izyan, Aishah, Lewis, Daryl, Aidil, Bing Feng, Ameen, Nazri, Weien, Abigial, Lionel, Gui qing, Ernest, Jiacheng, Shi huai, and the rest. i love you people man, hohooo!

CLASS PIT <33!>

3nb.

2008-08-21T07:21:00.000-07:00

today was super guhhreat.
especially during ve lesson! syioook. all of us were spilt into groups fr our upcoming project. i can see that all of us were so enthusiatic man! hah. like finally, everyone co-operates with one another. yayyy! some of the groups were making roses, and some of the groups were making straw hearts and alot more. Me, Lewis and Ryna were suppose to design something fr our stall banner. our job was quite easy. and yeah, alot of thing happend. damn dramatic. like the propose thingy, hah!

then after school,
we all rush home to change. after that, all of us were suppose to meet at the inter-change at 3.30pm. so, farain bte alias was the first person to arrive. she came 30mins early. ( ohhh, how i wish that will happend ! ) but neh, she was the last person. and she was 30mins late. then, proceed to sheng shiong to buy stuff fr the class pit ! hah, all of us were super kecoh. after, buying all the stuff like omg. finally,all of us went fr a bite. slack-ed and chatted after our meal. and then, we realised smth. almost each of us had a patner, i mean form the same school. Like, Bing feng and Amin was from peiying. Naz and Daryl was from Ai. Me and Aidil frm Nvps. Ryna and Syaff from Huamin. Lastly, Ferra and Natt was from Xishan. And, Lewis was the only one from evergreen! so, sad uh! no patner. hah. So, went off at arnd 7plus. Said goodbye to Lewis. and all of us, bus back to yeeshun. Everyone was so tired, so we all were asleep on our journey back.

said goodbye to Daryl and Bingfeng.
and walked back with Aidil, Ferra, Naz, Nat and Ryna. Aidil went of with Natt, and then Naz &Ferra. So left, me and Ryna. And alot of pathetic things happend. We got chased by one big black dog. I really run like crazee. Cause, i'm extremely afraid of DOGS. So yeah, chit chat till we reached our block. said goodbye and went fr our seperate ways. And, im supper tired like asdfghjkl.

so yeah,
Im so excited fr tmrw, CLASS PIT bebeh ! pray hard, it wont rain. puhlease! :)

during VE,

Vice-chairman, Lewis proposing to Chairman Ferra!

<33s>

the lovely classmate,

Otw there, in the bus.

LEWIS!
DARYL AND QUACK BING FENG!
NAZZZSX!
our meals(:
Lewis is not in the picture.
after shopping! <33s>

2008-08-20T08:13:00.000-07:00

the hot topic fr today,
Vivian wong love M_____. (told you, i'll blog abt it uh!) don't deny, cos you admit
it okay ? but i know, you love me more right?(: (ps: not lessbian alright?) love you
vivian wonggggg.

school was sucha bummer,
Lewis gave me a flying kiss in class twice just now! heh, he's super high today.
eedeeyoot ! PE was super fun. had a mini youth olympic between the china
student and spore student. unfortunately, spore lost. and the score is 3-2!
good job ah, international student! hohooo. Mr tai showed us his magic stuff.
haha, super funny. (;

had a bite a macd with my darling,
then went fr guides. finished up on our inter-cca-game discussion, and then
had a lil game. and headed home with vivian. had fun laughing and teasing her.
hohohoho!

ohh guhreat, more exciting evernt coming up!
current,
1) class pit this friday.
2) inter-cca-game event next friday.
3) nvps re-union next saturday.
add up,
4) leaders's bbq pit ! (celebration fr the camp)
5) celebrating mooncakes fest and lantern fest with guides.

i'm so excited!(:

2008-08-19T06:17:00.000-07:00

Finally, Im done with comon test!
Yayness! but, i gotta feeling that i'll fail alot of subject ahs ! so far, i alrdy gotten
2 test paper. And, i failed both paper. Like whaddehell lahs. I didnt expect to fail
math this time. But, who cares anywy. Its just comon test ehy. okayyy whatever!

So now,
I'm busy with this coming class pit ! which is this friday. yeay ! so, pray hard that its
not gonna rain. and everything will be running smoothly. and, im also busy with the
upcoming CCA-intergame thingy which will be held during cross country on the 29 !
And and and, i cant wait fr the reunion outing next saturday. so yeah, hope it turn
out find yeah ? hip, hip hurreyyy !

class pit, class pit class pit !
organise things fr inter-cca-game !
reunion reunion reunion outing !

oh puhhhhhhhhhhhh-lease,
stop it. i dont like you. ah, get a life. get a life !

2008-08-17T01:36:00.000-07:00

busyyyyyyy fr now!
will be back soooooooooooon!

uh fug, i swear i miss you.
everytime when i wanted to give up,
hope whisper, 'one more try !'

gud thing in life doesnt come easy.
and i realised that goodbye really hurts.
-_-

PS Im Still Not Over You - Rihanna

press rewind and turn back the hands of time.

2008-08-09T09:29:00.000-07:00

All i can say that,
this year national days sucks leh! didnt went to watch the fireworks. hah!
dearest ryna lost her ez-link card plus her cash before the camp! clumsy
clumsy her. so, todays plan was cancelled. moreover, ferra hunney was
lazy too. laughs.

So stayed at home and slack.
mum and dad went fr sister's perfomance. So blablabla. was home alone.
talked to ferra on the phone from 1plusplus to arnd 4plusplus i think. quite
long ah. then, dad fetch me and we went to aunt house fr dinner. (:

Ohh! i miss last year ndp.
not bcos of the ehem part lah. sheeesh. i missed the fun we had last year.
sighyayai. and all i can say is that, time flies so fast. -___- alright, enough
abt ndp. pffffffffffft.

so yeah, ystd was guhhhreat.
except fr the part after the parade. damn you lah fr making her cry! die better
lah. the parade was awesome, smth pathetic happend to me and cindy ah.
seriously, we didnt even salute to the spore flag. ahah! no time uhh. blame
benjamin fr giving the pledge command earlier!

after parade, all of us went to take our stuff.
then, headed to class. did the dont know what banner. and had a great talk
with gerlfriends and guyfriends. Then sang a birthday song fr Shakare and
Yili cause its their bdae ystd. :D woahness, happy birthday dearfriends! lol.
school ended early due to the national day. i was very hungry so i drag ferra
and rina to ljs to have lunch. Aishah followed us. yayness!

Aishah went home earlier then us,
so we slack at ljs fr awhile. then, headed to np to browse fr stuff. after so long
searching fr stuff that we wanted. we decided to slack at macd near our skool.
after that we went home. ydaydayda.

and and ystd happend to be sucha freaky day fr me.
first someone told me smth, that made me go 'whaaaaaaaaat?' and i received
a choclate frm this paticular someone. so funny siaa! and that paticular person
text me sayin this.(oh so freaky !) next, i received a txt msg frm _ _ _ _ _ _ which
totally freak me out like really freak out you know. Gees, yo're sick man! nahhhh.
then, i had a friendly chat with one eedeeyot before going to bed! super random.

so yeah! gotta study study study fr comon test!
ahah. and tmrw is 10, time flies vry vry vry fast you know. ah, wish i could press
rewind and turn back the hands of time. sometimes i kept wondering why? why
and why? sheesh. okay, whatever. im alrdy cool with it.

this are some picture taken ystd with dearest rina and ferra!

i know its pathetic to be the only one wearing that uniform.
i got no time to edit the pic bebeh! so bizeeeeeee! ah, mcm paham laaaaaaaaaa!
:)

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATT!

p/s : 60days = imysm(:

2008-08-06T18:42:00.000-07:00

Hello lovely people,
sec 3 camp was okay laaaaa. me and ryna were the station ic fr abseilling. And,
thanks fatin and aishahr fr helping us whenever you are free. Had fun with the
instructor! Seriously, they are really funny plus plus eedeeyot! I'll be laughin my
ass of whenever im seating there with them. Ahah! Real eddeyot sia. And then,
after the last class doin abseil. We have to help them count all the haness plus
the helmet. And, that super duper cute Ronald will be there asking us to do this
and that! Really sia, he's super keyooooooot and short! :D

First two day was quite boring,
cause we had to help the instructor fr both day doing the same thing. Take out
the karebiner out from all the camper who had done their abseil and help them
with their hannes and helmet! Boring ah? i know. And the second night all leaders
have to guard during disco night. And then,, when everyone is asleep. I need to
guard the toilet. At first, i was like whaaaaaadehell lah! So, drag feeqa to teman
me! and she did. Thanksssssss! If not, i'll be alone.

Last day was suppppppppppppppperb,
Im glad that everything was done and over with. Gonna miss all the leaders and
the instructor especially Ronald And Ehemmmmmmmmm..

So overall sec3 camps PLUS leadership camp was guuhhhreat!
I'll nvr forget those time. The time, when we need to sing and with the b thingy.
The hold hands time. The night walk. The laughters. The guarding toilet night. &
made new friends. The trainer. The instructor. wahhhh! best.

Skip school today,
cos smth really pathetic happend. moreover i was vry vry tired. And i didnt have
enough sleep fr the past two days. So yeah, i wna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepp.
Ohhhhhh gawd, tmrw is ndp!

2008-08-03T01:04:00.001-07:00

Firstly,
Sorry for not updating much this week. Been vry vry vry bizee, with stuff like ndp
and camps! ah, i hate the last week of july and first week of august! there'll be a
ndp rehearsal, walioas. So, this year. Didnt perfom fr PDS. Yayness, cause i dont
think i can remembered the whole step fr one day! so ydaydayda! Good luck all of
you, who's going to perfom fr national day ayy!

Ouhya,
I just came back from the leadership camp yesterday night, hell it was tiring laaaaa.
Does the high element, low element and water element fr the past two days. Haha.
And now, my body are aching. Tooooooooot lah. But, i had fun.

So yeaaaaaah,
Will be going fr sec3 camp tmrw till wednesday! Wahhhhhliaos. And then, thursday
there's ndp rehearsal and then on fri is the real parade! Ah, im so going to be tired.
And then, next tues will be comon test! ah, fuck. Im so not ready.

I think, im starting to miss you even more.
I alrdy tried so hard to not bother abt this fuckin feeling of mine. But, whenever a
plane fly pass us during the camp, espacially at night i'll started thinking about you.
I don't know why. Ahh, i dont know what i should do. Gawd, please help me!

Ahhhhh right,
need to pack fr tmrws camp! Oh dread. ahaha! k bye people, miss me taws. -___-

2008-07-28T08:10:00.000-07:00

Seriously, today was the worst day of my life.
I woke up late this morning. So, didnt meet Rina. Aww, pity her. Hafta walk alone.
Took the bus instead. Ah, so frustrating. Then, reached the parade square. And,
none of them were there. Except fr, syaf! Sunnguh best! (:

And guess what?
I fell asleep during maths lesson. And then, Chemistry sucks to the max! All of us
wrote the 3 step of tiration method fr 50 times. and, he didnt mention anything abt
it! Damn sia, he even made us write the defination of acid and alkali 10 times. Pffft.
and the fomula fr sulphate, nitrate, carbonate and 3 other formula 5 times each! &
the funny part was when we have to said out the acid and alkali defination 10 times
as a class. Like small kid sia, ahaha! everyone were complaning. Ahah, but heng ah.
He didnt brought the class test with him. But, im still nervous sia! ah pig btol. POA
lesson, was like a sing-a-long time. Ahah, singing our lungs out like nobody buisness.
Aishah, aishah! mastermind. tsk, tsk, tsk! and, my 20days old hp kna water just now.
and now, the screen is smth wrong. DAMN! i don't know how to explain ah! hahaha.

and then,
ndp rehearsal was oh so tiring nak mampos.com! kept on, re-doing! kpale hotaaaak!
then, headed home and followed parent to cwp. Had a bite a pizza hut! Damn, was
really frustrated sia. Had to wait fr the seat fr 15mins? So long. Then, waited fr the
food fr 20mins. And, the best part was when one of the waitress drop a tray full of
empty glass right beside me. And, the pieces of glass were shattered all on the floor
and also under our eating table. Haha, damn funny sia! okay, khuza! so evil. -___-
then, wanted to shop. skali, looked at the watch and its alrdy 9plus. Time flies sooo
fast. It would be great, if bro join us just now. ohh, too bad. you missed, your fave
food ah. I'll go make an order and deliver it there fr you ah? nak?

asalamualaikum, to org itu.
I would like to apologise, if it seems that i harras you in my previous post. Sorry, if
what i said was mean and harsh. I did it out of a moment. It was unintentional to
made you angry. Sorry, if the pain hit you like gunshot. Like, i said earlier. I didnt
mean to made you feel that way. Didnt mean to make a fuss out of it. But, this is
my blog and its my say. didnt know, that you'll get mad. ydaydayda! maafkan saye.
Alright. i alrdy done my part, i've aplogise. so yeah.

Oh my!
I shouldnt have bothered abt it in the first place. ah, wna kill myself! (:
kan bagooooooooooos.

2008-07-27T03:51:00.000-07:00

Oh my, Oh my, Oh my!
To you, i regretted replying to all your text messages. I didnt now, this would
happend. First, you told people that i wrote about you in my blog. Geeees, hah!
saying that ppl get jealous ah? Sure or not? And now, you said/accuse my dearest
friends fr your happiness? Like hello?! whatever lah okay. C'mon lah. She didnt do
anything to you. And, she got nothing to do fr your damm happiness alright? hah.
I guess, she's right. she's being too nice to you. And now, you accuse her? damn
damn you! To think that she still havent got over you? Ahah, stop dreaming aye?
She's not what you think she is. And, you're not worth her tears. No matter what,
she still shine like a star. Don't ever accuse or find fault with her, or i'll kick your ass.
Haha, k bedek! (:

Rina darling,
Cheer up babe! no matter what, I'll still be by your side. Dont let whatever people
said affect your life. You have me, ferra and him right? So, dont bother about that
wild accusation that someone had just did. Cause, you're surely not at fault right.
cheer up cheer up cheer up! I wna see you smile and laugh like you used to. I wna
see the happiest Rina tomorrow and forever. C'mon! you alrdy found your happiness.
And you should be the happiest Rina Erriyanti bte Ismail in the world! Alright, I love
you deep hard. (:

Ferrayeen, anak pak alias.
Maner kau menghilang? hahahahaha, kater ajekh nak call. bubble bte blossom btol.

Oh dread, oh dread!
tmrw is monday? AHHHHHHHHHHH. Chemistry. Chemistry! Shit.

2008-07-26T09:54:00.001-07:00

Life is soooooooooooooooooo, NOT OKAY!
Gawd, currently worrying on my chem test! praying and hoping so hard that i'll
pass! But nehh, i dont think so. Cause, i leave alot of blanks in the paper! Dang!
Ah, i fear that i'll be the only one who fail! wuahh, later no one to accompany me
go fr detention siaa! Ah, hate hate hate mr neo and his chem lesson! alot alot of
pressure. Erghh, hate it hate it! k whatever, my hands is turning vry cold. nervous!
bahhhhhh! -__-

As expected,
I fail my PHYSIC. Fr the first time eh? Nope, i think second time! Mr tai siad he was
vry vry vry dissapointed. So, i said ; can't be blame. I'm sick on that day! Actually,
i was just giving excuses. Damn, damn. I could have pass by another 1 and the half
marks! Shit btol. But at least, i dont hafta write LINES and go fr detention like what
mr Neo did on chem lesson! I swear, he was the frst teacher who made me write
50 lines of correction on every wrong answer! And, its not that short short kind of
type. Its damn freaking long lah! Hate hate hate it lah siooooooooooooooooooool.
I'm begining to hate chemistry as well! Though, im find it quite interesting when it cme
to those formula writting! But, the teacher add pressure to the student! And, why
can't he just teach like other teachers? fucking hell. This is drving me crazy.

Ah whatever! Anywy,
Thanks to Lewis fr the presentation. But damn him fr writting my name under intro &
service. So, i was the first to talked! And hell, i didnt know what to say due to no
preparation! Just crap all the way and pass the mic to the others. Everything was
done and over with! And now, grp one can relax uh. Good luck eh, group 2,3 and 4
fr your upcoming presentation! muahahahahaha.

K lah,
don't know what to say! Im wna sleep mcm oinkoink! HAAH! GLEER PUNYER POMPUAN!
(:

2008-07-23T06:04:00.000-07:00

I hate hate hate today,
woke up feeling so sick. and guess what? i screw up, both chem and physic class
test just know! Sheesh. I'm sure, i'll get horrendous result fr combined science.
damn, damn, damn! so, im well prepared to write lines! ahh, fuck chemmmmmmm.
i hate it sia! And, did i mention that mr neo said that those who fail chem this time
will hafta go fr 3days of detention, 2 hrs each! like so merepek lah. sheeeeeesh.

they said that i looked so pale today.
ms tang asked me to go home instead. So, didnt went fr the ndp thingy! ahhhh,
stupid! shouldnt have come to school sia! and get VR fr chem and physic. stupid.

Ah, tmrw is the presentation fr the beneficiary!
I havent do the slide ah? how how how? Im dead. haha. Come fr my funeral eh!
:)

okay okay,
i wna sleep! Still tired and i need to sleep. Muahaha! To much sleep ah, khuzaaaa.

2008-07-21T07:54:00.001-07:00

I hate it!
I hate hate hate it, when im sick. Like seriously, i feel so weak. And, everything
i eat taste so awful! And, this damn headace and nasty cramp is killing me. So,
thats why i didnt attend school today. And, all i do is sleep all day! Gosh, it sucks!

Don't you know ive tried and ive tried,
to get you out my mind?

Yeap, tmrw is 22nd!
Lucks to my brother. Hope, everything will be fine(:

2008-07-18T07:55:00.000-07:00

Hey All,
Im sorry fr not updating. Hulalalala. I'm vry vry vry bizeee you know! Bize havin
fun with the awesome people! bohoooooo.

I'm really happy,
vry happy and so happy! k, whatever. I didnt thought that this would happend.
ahh dots btol.

Oh yeaaaaah,
I'm so enthu to get my poa test paper back! HAHAH, bcos my answer is balance.
Yeapeda. So, which mean. i got that 20marks! All thanks to Ryna and Aishahroar.
and and, maths test was okey. Ms oh went thru the paper just nowm and there
are alot of careless mistake! like what the hell. So yeah, gna study hard fr comb
science test next week! but, i don't think i can make it! cause, i didnt pay attention
in class. espacially, physic lesson. And, chemistry is getting harder sia! Damn.

And yes,
Things changed! and i gotta say that i miss you. yeah, but i guess. you had those
who care fr you more. So yeah, be happy! :)

Today was supeeeeeeeeeer fun.
I had fun lmao looking at ferra and aishahr! All four of us watched this indo scary
muve. And the two of them kept shouting, when they saw the ghost in the tivee!
Damn funny lah, then when i followed Ryna to the kitchen. The two of them will
follow us too! they're afraid to seat at the living room. so pathetic, hahahahahha!
And aishahr made me ran with her fr her 806 bus. And, it was so humiliating siaa.
And the funniest part was when, someone sang the wrong lyric at the wrong song.
Congrats ey! laen kali takmo confident tawu! *winks* Syaff, should had follow us!
too bad, tapi takperh! kter dah biaaser! *giggles*

and i realised that im only left with 4 days,
to make my damn freaking IC? Like wth. so, minus the weekend. and i'm left with 2
days. the worst part is, im not free on monday and tues? Which is the last two day
fr me to make the damn ic? AHHH, stress.

i love lala, lielie and loli!
:D

2008-07-11T08:57:00.000-07:00

Dear all,
I'm sorry fr not posting this past few day. Blame all those, millions of project and
homework and assignment. But still, i enjoyed this week so much! Really, i swear!
Thanks to those people, who made my day a great one! k, mcmpaham.com! :D

Anyway,
i would like to thanks all those who had wish me on my birthday.
Love you guysz alot.
:D

And yeah,
I realised that my brother used the same way as me fr his phone lock too, super cool ah! Ouhya, talking about my one and only dear brother. I'm starting to miss him like sdfghjk. okay, minus the like sdfghjk. Ah, i wish/pray that everything will
be fine on this 22nd. Its part of my bdae wish? Im so sweet kan? AH, im not that
evil afterall. Anywy, dear bro! thanks fr the wish!(:

OKAY, I DONT KNOW WHY I WANT TO SAY THIS, i love my parent! Oh, random!
:)

And,
I had fun today. Really! k,dah! i want to sleep mcm pig. Bye all.

2008-07-06T01:29:00.000-07:00

missing you(:
*giggles*

Yesterday night was awesome,
actually, the three of us were suppose to confrence. But due to some problem.
i end up talking on the phone with dearest Farain instead. Told her everything
from A-Z. And yeah, it was a super duper long and nice chat. Talked about the
S(s), A(s), N(s) and also R(s). hahh! Figure it out, yeah? sungguh complicated.
Farain said something to me, which made me laugh my ass off you know. hahh.
and the future thing ah? hah. *kau pon samer!* Alright, enough about that! (:

And and, there's a huge big mess!
Its time for us to straighten up these feelings. You know, that love and like are
completely two different kind of meaning. And, also crush or infatuation
ahhhh. So dear girl, please straighten up your feelings. Cause, this doesnt
affect only two or three person. It'll affect alot of people. And yeah, alot of
people is goin to be hurt because of this matter. And idk whaddehell am i doing
in this picture. But what i know is, things is getting vry vry complicated. HAIS.

I remembered, i said this to Ameen.
" i want to be the happiest khuza on earth. " Cos he asked me what i want for
my birthday. And i told Eisa " I want *missing text* wrapped in *missing text*
with green *missing text* " Idkw, i've been giving ppl alot of nonsensical ans
when they asked what i want fr my birthday. And, i know what i want all this
while. But, nehh. Wishing for it was like reaching out for the stars. Serious ah!
And i think, i wont be getting a new handphone this year. Cause of Brother's
machine thingy which cause 1k? Ah, stupid. that thing doesnt look or worth 1k,
serious ah! Uh nvm, i rather lose a handphone than losing my brother? ( ohhh,
okay. this one dah so the mcmpaham.com!) At least, im not that evil. BAHHH.

Seriously, i dont wish to celebrate my birthday.
Its like alot of people is missing from my life. Now, it sucked to be in not- talking
terms with someone whom you regard as a SISTER?! who grew up with you,
used to share everything with you, always be there fr you, knows you in and
out and understand you alot? Idk, why are we not in talking terms? I seriously
hate us to be in this situation. Its like, Ahhhh! I just wish that, everything will
be fine. and i want you, to be with me during my birthday! and shared the joy
with me. And, brother is not around during my birthday this year. And also
some other people. Ohh, what a luck aye? Ah, enough about this stupid bdae
stuff. It makes me feel old (getting old? *FARAIN?) laughs. *SIGHS*

Make me the happiest khuza please? *Ah, mcm paham.com!*

2008-07-04T09:26:00.000-07:00

Today was the syiok-iest day,
It all started during the english class, when we were havin the debate thingy.
The first grp consist of Lionel, Yitong, Weien and Saman(Syafiq). The second
grp consist of Me, Aishahr, Jieqiong and Shakare. So, this Saman was talking
alot abt Panda and all those animal thing which is so like no link to the topic
given. Everyone were laughing, including ms chen and ms prisilla. I kept shouting
whenever Mr Saman is giving his point to the class. Cos, seriously ah! takder link
you know!

So yeaaay,
My group won. Eventhough, everyone of us said the same thing and its just tht
the point are rephrased. So saman don't know where to hide his face. Hahaha.
Obviously, he's alrdy so paisey! *Laughs* Then during maths, everyone was like
teasing saman abt the debate thing. This thing continue till the end of schools.

After school,
went out with Ryna. So, was forced to go to the Ahtooooong field to watch the
guys play soccer. I swear! this is gonna be the first and the last time im going there.
So we were like a fool waiting fr Izyan, and like finally, i get to laugh with Izyan.
Seriously, i miss laughing with her. I know these week, i have not been talking to Izyan
and aishah that much ah? Haiy. I just don't know what is wrong with me. I'm really sorry
fr all this mess that ive made. From the bottom of my heart. After that, sent izyan to
the bustop. Had a bite at KFC and then headed home.

I feel so useless,
I feel so hopeless,
I feel so paranoid,

Sometimes,
things are better left unsaid.

2008-07-01T05:09:00.000-07:00

Alright, meet my boyfriend.
Ahmad Adly Fairuz!(:

GAWD!
He's so hott, i want to bake cookie
on him. Catch him at CINTA FITRI EH?

*SINGS,
I miss you.
I miss your smile.
And i still shed a tears every once in a while.
LALALALALALALALA~
Okay,
i'm so addicted to that miley cyrus song(:

OMG.
There's master parade tmrw, like wtf?!?!?!!.....
I hate to stand in the contigen especially when
its the big event kinda thing. You know, with our
FULL-U. Plus, the heat and the super long sedia
position under the very hot hot sun which result
to sweat and tired-nessssssss! AHHHH, i have
to endure. yeap, endure ah.

cause now i have to pretend that i dont really care.

2008-06-30T05:36:00.001-07:00

Sorry fr not updating this blog(:
Been busy with quite alot of thing AHHHHH.

School is such a bummer, you know!
Its only the start of the term and they alrdy
threw us with alot of hmwrks and also projects.
Like what the hell lah.
As per normal,
Hang around with Ryna and Ferra after school.
Decided to go fr a bite at LJS as the three of us
were really hungry. Then said goodbye to ferra,
and walked home with Ryna. And this Ryna kept
asking me to tell her the TRUTH, when there is
no truth to tell AHH? LAUGHS. so pathetic sia.
And she kept laughing non-stop, and tried to put
words in my mouth. How dumb ah!

I was vry tired like WHOAH.
So, i decided to take a nap. And when i woke up.
I received 2 text message that made me goooo
OHLALA. *Ryna, if you're reading this. I know
what you're thinking AHHHH! And its definately
not what you're thinking okay?*

I don't know why,
but i just feel so wrong right now. Things that i
don't expect to happend, happend. Everything
changes. shit happends you know? (:

Oh whatever,
I have alot of homeworks to be done. Shit btol.
Kdah, bye human being.

i'll put a fullstop to it.

2008-06-25T07:33:00.000-07:00

Alright, my blog is DEAD lah sia!
I'm Lazy to blog actually but since ive already promise someone
that i'll thank him on my blog. then i have to do it, no choice ahh.

So yeah,
Thank you vryx100000000000000000000000000000000000
much for the APPLE PIE alright? Perfect time lah, i'm craving for
it like asdfghjkl you know. HAHAH! Anywy, thank you so muchhhh.
the apple pie is as sweet as you uh? ................ so NOT! kiding(:

I'm still waiting fr my TREAT! :D
K, bedek! I'm not hopping much fr that actually. Laughs.

Oh yeah,
I find physic lesson quite weird just now, its like there's something
missing. Not only phy but other subject as well. Maybe its because
everyone is behaving just to get A on the tracking book ah? Damn.
And maybe its because of smth smth that only me and ryna knows.

Whatever lah sia,
I'm speechless. I feel so shitty ah. I don't know why but that thing
kinda disturb everything that i do. HAIZ, alright. Im still smiling uh.

ALRIGHT!SUSO-TINY aka SURIATI SONNY, happy sweet 15th(:

2008-06-17T10:36:00.001-07:00

A big thanks,
to Izyan, Ryna and Eisa fr being there fr me when i need
someone to talked to.

Oh i realised something,
the person who promised to be there fr me and be there
whenever i need them is not there. And the person who
didnt promise anything is always there for me to hear all
those bullshit that i've been dying to tell. How amazing.

Yeah, i told Ryna its not a big deal.
And she said It is a big deal. She wanted to help, but i dnt
allow her to do so, cause i know its hopeless. And yeahhh.
Ryna had been sucha great bestfriend since sec 1 uhh. :)

Gosh i suddenly feel so guitly,
I know its all my fault, AGAIN! i should have not told you,
what i've seen. And you should have not told her all those
shit. Since, she's her close friend kan? Anywy, since when
im heart broken? haha. i guess, its just a misuderstanding.
Don't have to say sorry, cause its not your fault. You have
the right to say whatever you want cause its your blog uhh.
Seriously, this is just a misunderstanding yeah? :)

Okay, i made a huge mistake TODAY!
Which i really don't know why i did that in the first place. I
know, i shouldnt have did that. i know, i know, i know! Gawd.
But why i still do it? AHHHH.

And yeaaah,
I shouldnt told X my secret or problem or whatver shit behind
Z's back when Z is there with us. i know, that ive alrdy made
Z feel left out. Hais. Im sorry, Z. Its not as if i don't trust you,
or i don't want to tell you. i dont know how to explain this. But,
im sorry okay? I tell you everything one day. I promised.

Ahhhhhhhhhhh fcuk,
i dont know why. but this matter kinda hurt alot of people uhhh.
its not as if, i refuse to tell you all what actually happend. I just
don't know how to say or explain the right situation now. Shesh.
Maybe, things will be better if i keep it to myself. And only the 3
of them knew what happend from the start, i mean the 3 of them
understand everything w/out having me to tell. Oh god, urgh.

Im really greatfool,
to have friends who really knows wther im faking something and
know wther im upset or something. And will always find a way to
cheer me up. Anywy, thanks guys, you guys are the best yeahh.
you've got my back, and it feel so good to have you guys around.
Again, special thanks to MIBS cos he had to bear with all of my
nonsence when im afraid just now. Gosh, i knew havin you around
will make me feel better. i know and im hundred percent sure that
you will feel flattered when you read this uh! Hah. And yeah, the
rest too. thanks alot! ilygsm.

IM INDIFFERENT, LET ME GO.
GONNA DANCE AND THINK OF HIM NO MORE.